began, begun or at least I think this was my english teacher's story about me. Jasmina is always begining something. Today on the second February of 2006 seems as a good time to start as any other day. I am 40 years old already and yet allow myself to be caught in the world of rules and rulers phones and papers that bring some more frustration. In need of sunshine I sit on the bench here, look at the other people's work and admire it. Deviation. I am a deviation by default, the accidental imposibility that has magically stayed alive because of fear, brought up in the corner of a room where you want to stay quiet, so that they will accept you.